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October 30, 2008
WHOA! i slept at 4am this morning..am i an insomniac? hahaha..sleep was just so elusive! it’s like whenever i close my eyes, a million thoughts suddenly crave attention.
i tore myself away froom the net rather reluctantly after mom threatened to never again pay the net bill. we can’t have that happen now, can we?
so i hauled the laptop off to my room, wires and all, and settled into bed. how i wished dad would just score a wireless router so i could gain access to the net while in the comfort of my own bed. i’ll be rooting for that all week..
i realized i won’t be sleeping soon, as i was still preoccupied with how i was ever going to get a hold of a wireless router. so i propped the laptop across my tummy, and began playing a game called Jewel Quest lll. Nice game; but it got kind of dull after a bit…
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October 29, 2008
okay…so i have nothing to do on the net now…i’m totally bored….i’m almost dying..hahaha…can anybody tell me what they actually do on the net besides checking their friendster accounts out and refreshing their profiles every 5 seconds or so to see who has commented on them? hahahaha. do you guys ever get your passwords messed up? hehe…i keep a list of all my users and passes on my notepad, inside yahoo mail=P why am i telling you this?..hahahaha…see what boredom does?..maybe i’m even gonna tell you my password..hahahaha..well, right now, it is an item of clothing with the letter P on it..(no, it’s not panty..hahaha) okay..so i’m gonna go now..okay? super girls need sleep too..hahaha..til 2morow, bLoggy!
P.S. PARAMORE RULES!!!!!!!!! 
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i woke up at lunch time today. hahaha. it’s because i slept at about 1am, watching videos i converted from youtube (paramore!) hahaha. i hate it that i’ve been so behind on Paramore! the first video i ever saw of them was That’s What You Get. i later found out that THAT wasn’t their very first video (for which i thought it was). they’ve already shot videos for crushcrushcrush, misery business, pressure and emergency (playing right now…) i hate that i only just discovered them. i checked their official site out, and i stumbled into one of the band member’s blog. it was a bit surprising ’cause Hayley really kept her blog up to date, even while they were on tour. she’d still post something on her blog and even send photos from their trips via the mobile stream. GOSH! i even went to youtube and viewed every video there was of them from FueledByRamen’s channel (their LabeL). After that, i still couldn’t get enough of them so i sign myself up for their official fan site. hahahaha.
you really should check out Hayley’s blog, listen to what she has to say. i’m waiting for her next post, actually. she’s really something! and her voice is just so…captivating…? idunno…i can’t find the right! hahaha..i sound stupid, don’t i? well, if stupid means falling asleep with Paramore blaring from my earphones then, yeah, i’m stupid. hahaha. will they ever play in the Philippines??? asanessssss!
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October 28, 2008
hahaha! so i went to school today to get my yearbook. there was supposed to be a halloween costume party, but all i wanted was to grab the yearbook and run. good thing i stayed for a bit! hahaha. i saw some people i never thought i’d see ever again. they all looked the same, but they were somehow different. it felt like we were older, more mature; but we still acted like kids when it came to the food! hahaha. it was fun watching everyone’s faces when they lay their eyes on someone they haven’t seen for a while. and i just kind of sat there, letting it all happen. hahaha. then i figured i had better get out there or miss out on all the fun. ahahaha. Larra and gLendy was there (Love you Guyz!) and Joy, too. We really didn’t have anything that could be called a costume; just wings and headbands with horns on them, you know the ones that light up? hahaha..and a witch’s hat! all i had was this wig and some stick-on wounds. hahahaha. the party was supposed to start at 5pm, but it was wayyyy past 5 when we all felt like partying. hahaha.
The fact of the matter is, some of us were missing. we weren’t the eight-oh-tables tonight. kaikai wasn’t there, megan was nowhere to be found, acki didn’t show up and cassy couldn’t make it. we were more like the three-totables. hahahaha. but even though we were missing some of our friends, we made the nost of the night and even danced for a little bit. hahaha. we took pictures and everything! Gosh, how i missed those days when we were always together, and we’d taken pictures of whatever we were doing. all that’s left of that now are the memories, the funny feeling you get when you remember something good, and of course, the pictures! hahaha! For those who weren’t there, you should have been! hahaha! you missed all the cookies and the punch(whose mysterious ingredients are still unknown to me!) hahaha. there were awards given out to some people, like the best in costume award, the tyanak award, the couple of the night award, blah blah blah. the awards would have been rendered useless due to the fact that the winners weren’t present. but the awards were shifted to the ones next in line to the titles so it was okay. hahaha. i just wanted to see the yearbook and head home. 
by this time, mom was already ringing me off and asking me where the hell i was already. i was at the edge of my seat, so when Christian finally gave the go signal for the distribution of the yearbook, i almost fell. i was number six on the list of those who’ll be called up to the stage, with karl ‘kokoy’ being number 0.5..hahaha..so that makes me the seventh person. hahaha. as soon as i had the yearbook (THANK GOD!), i checked out a few pages, attempted to make some people sign for memories’ sake, gave up, and kissed my girlfriends goodbye.
i texted nel up to tell him i was on my way to him. he was in marby, where he’d been waiting for me for the past hour. we’d come to school together and he’d gone off to get something fixed somewhere downtown. so we were heading home together, which was pretty cool ’cause i LOVE every time(no matter how short)we get to spend together. i LOVE sitting next to him on rides, just holding his hand…it’s not like we’re neighbors, noh? hahahaha.
when i got home, i didn’t have the appetite for dinner, which was all laid out on the table for only me. maybe i ate a little too many biscuits……
well, that’s all for now, bLoggy. i’ll keep you posted if anything else happens! mwah! haha
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October 27, 2008
this is good. Friendster’s updating its blog interface and stuff. hahaha. well, this sure is promising! this might mean i’ll be writing more posts soon! hahahaha..i don’t know if anyone even reads these scattered thoughts of mine. but i just like the feel of the keyboard under my fingers, and the sounds of the keys just tapping away. it kind of soothes me. am i weird or what? hahaha. you should read my actual diary; you’d think you were reading the journal of a depressed wacko, but i’m actually acutely happy. hahahaha
i think i have to go now…i only just discovered Paramore!
They ruLe! seriously! you should listen to them. if you don’t like them, then stop listening. you don’t know what you’re gonna be missing though… hahaha
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it’s been months since i’ve posted anything worth reading in here..it’s just a shame! well, when life catches up with you, you’d understand.
so much has been happening.
during the time i wasn’t writing, my life just sort of crashed like a computer. most of my memory has been struck-through, so don’t expect me to give you a detailed account of what DID happen. All i know is that i’m happier now. i’ve stopped trying to figure life out ’cause i realized that THAT’s what makes life interesting! the fact that you don’t understand life makes it all the more woth living you know?..it keeps you on your toes. And i love not knowing what’s going to happen next! For all i know, i could be a rockstar tomorrow! hahaha…
We’ll all die sooner or later, so i think we should live our life without having to worry what it’s all about; just the fact that you’re living is something to be thankful about, isn’t it?
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July 19, 2008
9.55pm
as i was sitting on the couch in front of the laptop, a stupid little lizard decided to fall off the ceiling and land on my thigh. of course, i jumped and banged my knee under the table and scratched my thigh on the side of the chair and almost knocked the laptop off the table. STUPID LIZARD. Prepare to meet your doom.
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July 13, 2008
9:47am
i’ve been awake for an hour already. when i woke up, i went straight to the computer and started to finish my undone project on paint shop pro. hahahaha.
anyways, my dear bLoggy…i don’t have school ’til 2.30, so i still have three more hours to do PSP til 12.30, the time i get ready for school. ^^
right now i’m just trying to do my best with my PSP. hahahahaha
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July 12, 2008
today’s sunday and i’ve got nothing to do ‘cept post some pix on friendster. tomorrow’s gonna be monday, and the day after that’s gonna be our preLim’s. really no biggie.
so now i’m just lazing around the house, actually looking for something to do.
oh, wait. an idea just hit me. what if i treat you like a diary, dear bLoggy?.. (so now i’m calling you bLoggy..) that way i can post something, anything, on this friggin’ blog that’s almost near to empty.
i’m gonna pretend that nobody reads my bLog, but then i’m not being true to myself because THIS is an online blog and practically anybody can read anything i write here. but i’m still gonna pretend nobody reads my blog…that way, i can say anything i like, want or think. hahahaha. and i can have unbiased opinions about anything, and i won’t give a fickle who cares about it. hey, you read my blog; deal with it.
i’m just practicing democracy here. hahahahahaha. am i being conceited? nah.
just being chatty.
God. i’ve absolutely nothing to do here! hmmm…anybody for badminton?…
-1:53pm
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May 12, 2008
i lost my celphone a couple of weeks ago. i don’t know if i should say i lost it, but i’m pretty sure someone stole it from me. I’m also pretty sure it was one of my classmates since no one else was close enough at that time.
i remember checking the time on my phone again and again; our teacher was already 15 minutes late. The clock read 4:55. We were sitting in the grand stand, waiting for our teacher to show up. i was losing patience fast, thinking that if our teacher didn’t arrive in ten minutes i’d be tempted to skip class. She did arrive, however, just as is was putting my phone back into my bag. She told us to go on down into the field and to just put our stuff in one big pile and leave them along the tracks. so we did as we were told and we began our activities.
i lost track of time. it was already growing dark and i suspected it must be nearing six and that our teacher was making us do overtime. i decided to check my phone for the time. i began digging into my bag, looking for my phone. when i couldn’t find it in there, i searched the side-pocket. still not there. i checked the side pocket, STILL NOT THERE. i sense of dread had been growing steadily in my chest. as a desperate gesture, i checked the area around my bag, hoping to find it among the grass. But i didn’t see anything. i stood deep in thought for a whole minute. maybe someone borrowed it from me? maybe i left it with someone to look after it? no. i vividy remember putting it in my bag after checking the time just as our teacher arrived. then i thought maybe someone was playing a stupid joke on me and that he’d better give it back before i broke his nose. but no one was acting suspiciously. no one was even paying attention to me as i continued to search the WHOLE field. By that time, our teacher, Mrs. Cordova, had noticed that i wasn’t doing the cooling down exercises. i told her i’d lost my phone and that i was looking for it. it’s hopeless, i thought. And then Mrs. Cordova, after asking me what model my phone was, told everybody to stay still and open up their bags so that she could check them. she suspected just as i had, that one of my classmates had done it. but she didn’t see anything, and i couldn’t help her look; the thought of going through someone else’s stuff was humiliating, even if they consented. The next thing Mrs. Cordova did was to instruct the whole class to search the surrounding area for my phone. The whole class was delayed a good ten minutes before being dismissed and i said sorry, embarrased.
i was even more embarrased to ask one of my classmates if i could use his phone so i could tell my boyfriend to meet me outside school. i’ve never done that before, especially if i didn’t really know the person i was borrowing the phone from. i thanked him profusely and hurried out of school.
Neill was right outside. i had to say sorry to him too, for keeping him waiting, all alone. he brushed my apologies aside, and told me a more urgent fact: we won’t be able to text each other up anymore. it was more of a reminder since i had thought about that already as i was hurrying out UNO-R.
and then the embarassment and the humiliation i had felt was drowned out by an even more heavy feeling: fear. i can’t imagine how i could tell mom and dad. my phone was barely even two years old! and after all the other phones i’ve lost and broken, i’m sure they’d be thinking twice about buying me a new one. Men, i was in deep shit. i wished i hadn’t flushed my other phone down the toilet. i wished i hadn’t thrown my other phone at the wall when i’d been mad at one of my sisters; it hadn’t functioned properly since then and it had to be replaced. i wished the person who picked my phone out of my bag during my second year in high school had had a heart and had not stolen it
i wish i’d die! mom would lash out at me if she ever found out! so i decided to keep it silent against neill’s protests. he wanted me to tell mom immediately, so that she could buy me a new one right away. i told him my doubts and fears and it kept him quiet all the way home. i’d have to rely on chikka from now on, i told nel and myself as we got off our ride. mom mustn’t find out! i’ll choose the right time to tell her, like during dinner when everyone’s in good spirits. But just not tonight or the next night or the night after that.
i sat down to dinner that night with anxiety on my lap. i ate my dinner so quick my tummy ached when i went to sleep.
the next day, i went home early, since Mrs. Cordova won’t be having any classes. i was home by a little past four. everbody was home except timmy, who was having summer classes herself. we were all in the music room, watching a DVD i can’t even remember, when right out of the blue, mom asked me where my phone was. i told her it was in my room. she asked to see it and then i JUST had to tell her. i had been positively right, she won’t be buying me a new phone just yet. well, i never thought she would so i didn’t even feel a pang of disappointment. i had to ask her how she knew. it seemed that one of timmy’s classmates was my classmate during P.E. too. her classmate had chatted to her, mentioning the loss of my phone the dat before. so timmy HAD to text mom and find out for herself. Whoever her classmate was, i wish she had just kept it to herself!!! HMPH!
right now, i’m getting along quite fine. it’s just that i lost all my little notes and doodles i’d made in my phone’s calendar. and i just lost most of my friends’ celphone numbers. only about twenty are listed in my chikka. Grrrr. i should be very frustrated, but i’m actually not. i thought i won’t survive a week without a phone. but it’s coming close to a month and i’m still alive! chikka’s here anyway. i just miss holding that little gadget that almost felt like it was made to fit my hands.
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